ttbloodlusttt's audio Reviews on Newgrounds

[Breakdown (ASHOS)]

The mess of this utter disquiet is terrifying.
I like it.
More than like it. I should attempt sleeping to this.

ZLEAP responds:

Be sure to share the dreams you have when you do. I'm more than interested.

Welcome to the darkest part of my brain.

[Rise]

As much as I hate the redundancy of human nature I also find comfort knowing I don't have to pretend to care about what I don't care about. Menial things... I'm allowed to hate or love them.
Sometimes to revel in the filth of my nature is the only way I could imagine surviving this short and long trek through life, or sometimes living death.
When I close my eyes and listen to this track, I hear the lonesome echo of repetition bouncing off the walls of my mind. The tones that drag out on top of the persistent beat are a reminder of how it just keeps going despite what we as singular entities need/want.

Also, thanks for reminding me that I need new speakers. The beginning ripped my pathetic excuse for speakers a new one.

ZLEAP responds:

Sorry about the speakers. My mixing abilities weren't so great when I made this.

This one came from my frequent feeling of not being a human being. My mind doesn't operate on the same level as most people. Not that I feel better than anyone. Its just my want and needs as a person are drastically different from most others.

[Miss Trust]

I put 5 stars. And then stared at the screen...
The music sucked me in like a vacuum.
When finally my eyes cam into focus I realized the song was over.
X_X
I couldn't even determine how long I'd been entranced by the music.
This darker theme really enslaved my mind. Thank you.

ZLEAP responds:

Its quite an ugly song. But I was feeling ugly that day. I bet if I were to take another stab at this I could bring it to a higher level of ambient nightmare.

Thanks.

[Of Rage And Regret]

Toned down from the original? What?
What I would give to hear the original then.
This is awesomely abrasive. Would be perfect for those lovely dreams
where I can't run fast enough from the guy with the knife that's trying to murder me.

ZLEAP responds:

I doubt I have a version rendered of it before I toned it down. I'll have a look and see if its hiding anywhere on my computer. And your dream is somewhat accurate. Just imagine he wants to eat you.

[Hunger]

I know this is probably a bannable/condemnable offense.. however...
I think I like your stuff more than Aphex Twin and NIN combined.
Yeah... I went there.

ZLEAP responds:

Considering those are both influences/artists I still idolize I'll take that as both high compliment and blasphemy.

[The Great Charlatan]

My only regret is that this track eventually ends... good thing there's a repeat button my player.
/repeats 400 more times. There.. that should do me for almost the whole day with about 11 mins to spare. Will listen to Zero Signal twice to finish it off.

PS: My fav part are those light high notes that carry a melody with the beat. You are so talented. Somehow every track sounds different. @_@ It's like a Twilight Zone of music here.

ZLEAP responds:

I am very much an ambient artist. I keep just enough song structure in my tracks to justify calling it a song. A different experience is what I'm going for so I guess that makes me successful on some level. Hence the somewhat cinematic quality of what I do. A different story is told with each track.

Rarely do I try to tell the same tale twice.

[The Sacrament]

I don't even know where to being expressing how I feel about this track.
Excuse my lack of creative words.
The fluttering of sounds and layering here, the way they stop abruptly and continue,
and the almost metallic ting that reverberates from some of the noise... all of it comes together
really well.
At least... that's what I think I'm trying to say... or what my brain is hearing... now I'm confusing myself.
I'll just chug some more coffee and listen to the rest of your tracks while I decide if I sound like a moron trying to describe what I hear in your music.
@_@

ZLEAP responds:

Even if your terminology is off, I get what you're trying to say. I write music to convey feelings. Both negative and positive. I wouldn't know where to start describing these songs. And I wrote them. But I could tell you the the mood I was in or what experience I was drawing from.

[Forgive Not]

The way it picks up at the start and just keeps going.. it's like a new theme to my day. I can't get enough. Almost feel like this is what my heartrate monitor should sound like. My hearts always doing acrobatics.
I want to watch Dark City to this song on repeat. That's what I think.

ZLEAP responds:

I had no idea Dark City existed. I'll have to check it out.

And that would be the most kick ass heart monitor, ever.

[Death Slumber]

Simply amazing.
The beat just keeps right up, breaks up here and there, breaks down in other places. It's not overwhelming or gaudy. No clusterfux of beats coming at you. Just a nice tread from start to finish.

ZLEAP responds:

Why, thank you.

I'm glad one of my dream interpretation tracks tickled your fancy.

[Salt]

All of your music is awesome.
I am now a biased zombie nom-noming it all up.
THank you for making my day..
possibly my week.. and maybe next week.

ZLEAP responds:

I'm just glad to have hooked you up with a nice day\week. Give me some time, I might write something that could stretch it out to a year. You never know.