ttbloodlusttt's audio Reviews on Newgrounds

[At Peace]

So soothing.
I don't think words can describe my serenity at the moment.

ZLEAP responds:

I'm just glad you enjoyed what you inspired.

[POLY: Our Lost Decade]

I enjoy the story this tells. The underlying sound adds this feeling of 'time going by' 'time lost' feeling to me. All along there's this sadness and anger, a moment of clarity, and more darkness. So much emotion.

Anchorwind responds:

...and my apologies for missing this review for so long. Thanks for taking the time to write it. Indeed, 10 years worth of emotional build up went into it. I'm glad someone noticed.

[MM1: The Burning Facility]

I love everything about this track... except for the horribly misplaced and boring vocals. Would rather no vocals but if there must be then there had to be a better way...

Anchorwind responds:

In the mixes since, I've agreed with you. All subsequent performances - be they live or studio have had FAR fewer instances of it.

[Internal Conflict (WIP)]

You sure know how to make a girl drool
I might have to rips the keys off my keyboard to sop it all up.

About the 2:00 marker my jaw dislocated and launched across the room. Then at about 3:17 I tried to smile and realized I was missing half my face.

*sigh*
Your music is the good kind of poison. I am being devoured.

ZLEAP responds:

I'm getting pretty good at vandalizing your stuff with my music. I've bumped it up to face mutilation it seems.

The Heartgrinder is hungry, and you're doing an awesome job of feeding it.

[Breakdown (ASHOS)]

The mess of this utter disquiet is terrifying.
I like it.
More than like it. I should attempt sleeping to this.

ZLEAP responds:

Be sure to share the dreams you have when you do. I'm more than interested.

Welcome to the darkest part of my brain.

[Rise]

As much as I hate the redundancy of human nature I also find comfort knowing I don't have to pretend to care about what I don't care about. Menial things... I'm allowed to hate or love them.
Sometimes to revel in the filth of my nature is the only way I could imagine surviving this short and long trek through life, or sometimes living death.
When I close my eyes and listen to this track, I hear the lonesome echo of repetition bouncing off the walls of my mind. The tones that drag out on top of the persistent beat are a reminder of how it just keeps going despite what we as singular entities need/want.

Also, thanks for reminding me that I need new speakers. The beginning ripped my pathetic excuse for speakers a new one.

ZLEAP responds:

Sorry about the speakers. My mixing abilities weren't so great when I made this.

This one came from my frequent feeling of not being a human being. My mind doesn't operate on the same level as most people. Not that I feel better than anyone. Its just my want and needs as a person are drastically different from most others.

[Miss Trust]

I put 5 stars. And then stared at the screen...
The music sucked me in like a vacuum.
When finally my eyes cam into focus I realized the song was over.
X_X
I couldn't even determine how long I'd been entranced by the music.
This darker theme really enslaved my mind. Thank you.

ZLEAP responds:

Its quite an ugly song. But I was feeling ugly that day. I bet if I were to take another stab at this I could bring it to a higher level of ambient nightmare.

Thanks.

[Of Rage And Regret]

Toned down from the original? What?
What I would give to hear the original then.
This is awesomely abrasive. Would be perfect for those lovely dreams
where I can't run fast enough from the guy with the knife that's trying to murder me.

ZLEAP responds:

I doubt I have a version rendered of it before I toned it down. I'll have a look and see if its hiding anywhere on my computer. And your dream is somewhat accurate. Just imagine he wants to eat you.

[Hunger]

I know this is probably a bannable/condemnable offense.. however...
I think I like your stuff more than Aphex Twin and NIN combined.
Yeah... I went there.

ZLEAP responds:

Considering those are both influences/artists I still idolize I'll take that as both high compliment and blasphemy.

[The Great Charlatan]

My only regret is that this track eventually ends... good thing there's a repeat button my player.
/repeats 400 more times. There.. that should do me for almost the whole day with about 11 mins to spare. Will listen to Zero Signal twice to finish it off.

PS: My fav part are those light high notes that carry a melody with the beat. You are so talented. Somehow every track sounds different. @_@ It's like a Twilight Zone of music here.

ZLEAP responds:

I am very much an ambient artist. I keep just enough song structure in my tracks to justify calling it a song. A different experience is what I'm going for so I guess that makes me successful on some level. Hence the somewhat cinematic quality of what I do. A different story is told with each track.

Rarely do I try to tell the same tale twice.